I feel strange.
Like a mysterious cage.
Inside has a hidden rage.
Wanted to engage.
Lack of confidence.
Pessimism and dim viewing.
In the core of me has a monster.
Always there to bother.
Dark thoughts wanted to wander.
Sow terror like a bomber.
Fiery eyes, burning in fire.
The monster command, hang in the wire.
Heart bleeding with pain.
I was good but look what I’ve gained?
I hate this chapter.
Battling with my own monster.
The dark side of me wants to explode doesn’t like to hide under.
Be on top of all by dirty games, that’s darkness offer.
How would monster release?
Blazing fire wanted to decrease.
Get rid of this evil piece.
Leave my mind, to live my life in peace.
A glimpse of light came along my way.
Whisper to my ear and ask me to pray.
Suddenly it’s just like magic.
Live again from death, rise from tragic.
The power of prayer.
Mend the wound deep down layer by layer.
Indeed a good healer.
Even I am full of doubts, always keep wonder.
Next time if the monster will come.
Praising songs I’m going to hum.
To fight the darkness time to time.
Until the day it will never be come.