I feel strange.
\nLike a mysterious cage.
\nInside has a hidden rage.
\nWanted to engage.<\/p>\n
Hopelessness.
\nLack of confidence.
\nNegative thinking.
\nPessimism and dim viewing.<\/p>\n
In the core of me has a monster.
\nAlways there to bother.
\nDark thoughts wanted to wander.
\nSow terror like a bomber.<\/p>\n
Fiery eyes, burning in fire.
\nThe monster command, hang in the wire.
\nHeart bleeding with pain.
\nI was good but look what I’ve gained?<\/p>\n
I hate this chapter.
\nBattling with my own monster.
\nThe dark side of me wants to explode doesn’t like to hide under.
\nBe on top of all by dirty games, that’s darkness offer.<\/p>\n
How would monster release?
\nBlazing fire wanted to decrease.
\nGet rid of this evil piece.
\nLeave my mind, to live my life in peace.<\/p>\n
A glimpse of light came along my way.
\nWhisper to my ear and ask me to pray.
\nSuddenly it’s just like magic.
\nLive again from death, rise from tragic.<\/p>\n
The power of prayer.
\nMend the wound deep down layer by layer.
\nIndeed a good healer.
\nEven I am full of doubts, always keep wonder.<\/p>\n
Next time if the monster will come.
\nPraising songs I’m going to hum.
\nTo fight the darkness time to time.
\nUntil the day it will never be come.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
PHILIPPINES;NOW, HONGKON<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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